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Hoping for the Worst

by Trees on the Moon

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1.
The City 04:28
I never wanted to be dragged into this conversation about what I have done today and what my plans for tomorrow are and I don't know what to say can I be held accountable shoulda stayed home and I'm surprised you even noticed me I'm just a tiny grain of sand in the brackish sea I'm just another star in all the whole galaxy even tho you know this you still think you're the shit im a fish outta water im a squid in the lake I wanna be in the city where no one really cares if ur shitty where I don't have to look back on mistakes dont gotta worry about if i have what it takes I had the future in reach but I always put others before me too busy goin with the flow to call out all the problems I know the empty sounds of cars passing by suppressing my desire to lie nowadays I'm real w myself I ask myself if I'm too late reality doesn't correlate I spilled the beans its too late now I'm runnin thru the dark with a blindfold on I wanna be in the city where new ideas don't go to die nowadays I'm real w myself I ask myself if I'm too late reality doesn't correlate I spilled the beans its too late now, I feel as though I've let you down
2.
Memory Vain 05:26
dark history follows with you I got a bad memory, a fucked up mind too fix this and that, but what is its purpose? start the machine, gears always turnin swallow listerine to keep my mind churnin I tell you I won't go back, memory vain wake me up, keep my eyes dilated by the time you've reminded me my memory's already faded lock it up till it can't see the light of day driving in the fast line, no clue its the wrong way I remember those foreshadows if only I knew, if only I had known I just can't seem to get it right no room for invention just follow the light I remember the time when I said I wouldn't go back I remember the time when I would stab my own back we'll remember the time, instead of sound, I gave feedback we'll remember the time when I treated relevancy like a rehash I should improve, I'll just chill out asking myself, "the fucks this all about?" I could be attentive but theres no point to it instead I write my stupid song n other stupid shit one could say I'm fairly nihilistic can't beat a self righteous narcissistic oh look at that, I'm going on again I'm the wolf and my brain's the den I remember the time when I said I wouldn't go back I remember the time when I would stab my own back we'll remember the time, instead of sound, I gave feedback we'll remember the time when I treated relevancy like a rehash
3.
Nocturnal 04:17
hidin in the shadows of your memory with no sense of reality in my bedroom where I belong in my bedroom singin my damn songs with my doors hangin open wide theres still a spot to hide even with the shining light facing me theres still darkness I can see sometimes Im just out of touch where I am and what I've done hangin around in space and time subconsciously in my mind do you really think I heard when you communicate without the words make an effort not to try I have wings but I can't fly stillness moving around me taking my time in a hurry pick me from across the street please sit down please take a seat I can never get ahold of what I am tryna pull even when I'm colorful I'm still dull blind it to the point where its visible sometimes Im just out of touch where I am and what I've done hangin around in space and time subconsciously in my mind do you really think I heard when you communicate without the words make an effort not to try I have wings but I can't fly stillness moving around me taking my time in a hurry pick me from across the street please sit down please take a seat I can never get ahold of what I am tryna pull even when I'm colorful I'm still dull blind it to the point where its visible
4.
Chance 05:26
you don't know how to find it you don't know how to hide you don't how how you got it you down know where it came from you didn't know how to decipher you didn't know that it expired for me its just a burning bridge; my flames go higher and higher till you burn em out I'm doubting whether this is reality or just another one of my fantasies just snap it out of me, its comforting to live in make-belief in only back then I had a crystal ball, then id know once and for all why this feeling ran thru my veins, scavenging piece from my heart's remains I try to react, but I feel nothing inside countin’ down the days till my thoughts are amplified Its only a matter of time I think and then I guess, then my thoughts compress to the point where I am thought-less not single penny for me I double, tripple, quadruple quintuple, sextuple, septuple, octuple, nonuple guess myself well if I ever knew that I had a chance, I wouldn’t brawl with my own conscience all I’ve ever done is give up, and ill never even be done hanging in the shadows of my own reflection, lookin in the mirror with misdirection staying at the same damn pitch the whole time, couldn’t change tempo even if I tried if I ever knew that I had a chance, I wouldn’t spend time worryin bout nothin knock on my doors or listen in, shoulda thought this out, where do I begin? my thought process went like it was a dream, in disbelief not knowing what this could be then the sunshine came & put me in a trance, that was just you telling me I had a chance
5.
we're not too far, I didn't overshot we're not off coarse, no need to stop doing what I can I'm sufficing thought of my demise, so enticing watchers watch as we collapse recorders recording our time lapse the point of impact is comprehensible, though your indentions are illegible irony works in such ironic ways losin my mind just to be appraised it takes creativity to be creative, without the world I'm not innovative cannibalism overtakes me hang draw and quarter me for treachery you can loot my corpse of what I never had I spilled my guts I'm not happy, I'm glad loosen my head on a celestial plane goin incognito to ruin your feign when you said I'm a goner I already knew when the planets are alligned I don't know what to do take me out execution style watch my brain turn to stars and it looks like I'm your definition of gone and it looks like I can't see you when I'm done
6.
well I'm always hopeless, I don't know what to do my only reference is to ask from you I apologize to scratch off all of the debt to repay you is what I cannot get diggin thru graves to rest my case talking thru silence is such a waste in that case, I ve already wasted my time is it really that much of a fucking crime the distant memories are fading away from me while I remember a time before when our minds were open doors fastforwarding to see whats ahead rewinding to see it again when I try to think my brain shits on itsel when I try to act my heart sits on the shelft im such a mess I can't find what im losing the point of impact is my own doing pinpoint the moment where I felt potent I didn't intent to not acknowledge you my battery is drained, my smile's feigned I don't want this moment to go in vain caught up with what could have happened now you feel as though you're trapped in
7.
you keep waiting for me to come back but I keep going on my separate way maybe its for the best, maybe its for the worst I hope that our paths cross another day I've made a lotta decisions in my life but I can't tell you one I was sure of leaving our small town and what we've built im feeling these feelings Ive never felt there are so many people in my life that I care so much about but I, I can’t find a way to not hurt them without hurting myself I had it going, had it flowing, my anxiety is showing can’t face you without you knowing, I’ve just moved on I had to go, I couldn’t flow I got caught in the undertow I didn’t even let you know until it was too late I waited till the very last second, my mind is filled with misconceptions, it only takes a millisecond for me to overthink when I think about it, my mind begins to doubt it I guess I’m really just hoping for the worst. I’m standing vertical in the horizon, in the herd of buffalo, I am a bison when I look up at the clock, everything stops. Living in a four dimensional plane with my triceratops

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music video for The City -
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released January 26, 2018

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Trees on the Moon Birmingham, Alabama

Bham based electronic/art rock artists.

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